We are trying to cope. We are sad. Many say just go for it again, but we need a break. Our hearts are broken right now. We all need some time off. Thank you for understanding. Yes, we have spent lots of money and time but we still need time to heal. It is amazing to me how our hearts got so attached in such a short time but it happened and we are trying to move on. What I really want to do is become a stalker and get my huge camera out with my big lens and spy to see if she is really being a mom to them. BUT-I won't do that because it won't do me any good.
In the mean time I am trying to find all things to entertain me and keep me busy. Lucky for me I am surrounded daily by 5 year olds. If you have ever been around 5 year olds for any given time you will know there is NEVER a quiet or dull moment. On Monday-my eyes were completely swollen and dark. I got funniest but yet sweetest comments.."My goodness, Mrs. Solomon, I think you turned into a raccoon over the weekend. What is wrong with you? But oh Mrs. Solomon, even if you look like a raccoon today you are still beautiful!"
Yesterday we had to kick James out of our class. He is continuing to entertain one little girl and make her crazy! She bounced from table to table. She jumped off and on the carpet. She was out of control. James has been with us many days but today was different. I ask her what in the world has gotten into her. She said, "I can't help it, James is tickling me and he won't stop!" James is a little red friend with white hair. He lives in her imagination and I think he is in mine now too! We had to ask James to leave and not come back to kindergarten until he can have some self control. Maybe James can come back to kindergarten when he learns how to act. I actually missed him today!
"Some people come into your life and quickly go, some stay for awhile and leave footprints on your heart. And we are never, ever the same."
6 comments:
You are handling this all with a ton of grace. I wish I were there to do something to help you. I will pray!!
I think I would want to go after her with a camera too!! Maybe you could enlist some stalker friends... (:
Love you!
I wish I were there, too. I wish there was some way I could help. You are in my prayers. I love you guys!
Hang in there my friend! You are strong!
i am trying to be there with you in spirit, supporting you the best i can. i can completely understand at a minimum taking a break. thank you for an update too. my mom wants you to know, your family's name is still in the los angeles temple and she will be resubmitting it when appropriate. xo love you.
Love you so much Solomon family!
I love the camera comment...I would be the same way, I'm sure!
Praying for you guys...trusting God will turn this mess into His message and His glory will shine! Much love and hugs to you and your sweet family:)
My precious Gretchen and family. . . you have been in my thoughts and prayers daily. . sending you love and more prayers! OMG ~ God is GOOD and ALL things happen for a reason ~ darn it! We just can't see the WHOLE picture. Oh how I love you ~ may each of you be the receptacle of HIS tender mercy, peace,strength and well being!!!!! XOXOXOX mm
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